Heart Broke…..

Heart broken….

He is my dear dear…but now…what is he doing?~` He accompany other girl….the girl that he told me already broke with her…christmas eve…a most of people have sweet sweet day…. But me…thinking that the one he hugging…is another girl….

I dunno what he is doing at all….cannot call him…. why…?~` why a person who take care me so much… be my side everytime i get hurt…now trying to hurt me again…?~`

I can say nothing…what could i say?~` they are a couple at first…what am i? " A BITCH WHO HARM PEOPLE’S RELATIONSHIP !!!~` " but, who know my feeling… i was really get hurt too…. who know…?~`

I am suffer too…as he is my dear dear…because of me he wanna leave the past…. but now…what actually he trying to do..? he cheat?~` what the hell is this?!!~`

is it i do a lot of mistake… GOD punnishing me?~` Pls GOD…. let me go… please… make me be happy…. i just want my happiness…..

Now is raining…so heavyly… he is not around… i have to walk home myself….

Really…. heart broken…..

Merry Christmas to you all……~`